Thursday, October 27, 2016

I'm coin operated! There I said it!!

Hard to admit, but it is true! I know and I am fully aware of the benefits of being able to have my own business and making my own money. Not only for the economic part of it but also for the change in how I view the possibilities of becoming a better person for it, learning and being able to teach others to find there way to a better life style and most importantly a more positive life.

It think that trying to stop being a coin operated monkey is more like being an addict. ounce your hooked to it , it's hard to stop. One needs to go to a rehab to stop being addicted to it. I guess you can say that rehab in this case would be surrounding myself with people that are living the life that I dream to living, and reading self development, business development, and health development books. Surrounding myself with positive minded people that have been where I am know.

But before I do this I have to come clean with myself, admit to myself that I am a coin operated human being and genuinely confirm and commit myself to taking steps to becoming a self motivated business woman that I can see myself aiming toward my own goals and dreams. (easier said then done...) I don't know why but as I write this, it seems like I know what I want, but I can feel this doubt in my heart. Why?

Negative heart? I think this it do to the fact that being a coin operated person, not making the time to seek knowledge and feed my brain with positive things has lead me to feel poor of myself. Like everything positive that I can think of can become shot down with the slightest negativity. Where I work, I see this allot , people shooting down other peoples dreams and ideas. I realize know that people that live in a coin operated world, believe that having a rank is what empowers them to look down on others. The job position that I hold seems to make people at work think that I am not a smart person and that maybe I am only good for the job that I hold at the moment. ( I am a Housekeeper) But I am not stupid! I know that I am procrastinating in showing my talents to the world. I know I can do more and I know it is time to progress and help other people excel at there dreams to.

I don't want to be a leader, because I am a leader! I don't ever want to say "I want to" because
"I AM!" I believe that is my biggest mistake, To say I want to when in reality I need to say I AM. There is a difference, the kind of difference that you can feel it in your Heart! It's like a feeling of pride that over whelms me so much that it brings me to tears of happiness. "like when I sing the Pledge of Allegiance, it fills me with pride and make me cry with happiness."

This is only the beginning.... but for know it's bed time! Baby step, baby steps...


Thursday, June 2, 2016

People just don't want to work.

Don't get it? You need the job, but you don't want to work ?
Four people have work in my department,  and they all quit .  The last one lasted a little longer them the last two, at least.
I would rather work it alone then to have to work with another person that is going to quit the job. It's stressful,  time consuming,  and a waist of their money.
Today's people are so focused on trying to find the easy jobs that they prefer to live in misery and depth then have to do manual work. Incredible!  This has turned in to a society of week minded people,  who's vanity and laziness has Empowered. That is sad! They want, want, want , but are not willing to bend there backs for it.

Sunday, May 29, 2016

Been away for a bit.

Still somewhat lost but I guess it's now or never. The most important man in my life, my father. He has giving up so much for us,but this time wow....
He has but my brother and I on a path I  was never expecting to take. Opportunities like this come only ounce in a life time. So how could I say no to this. I'm all in and ready to except knowledge into my life. I admit it is alot to learn,  but I'm ready and willing to make this happen. Actually I'm looking for "birddogs" if you happen to be interested please let me know. I need contacts from all over I want to turn this opportunity into one I can travel and take my family with me to travel as well. What better way to live life then to work, play and help others along the way.  So have you guessed what I'm into?

Tuesday, May 24, 2016

Computer where are you!

Need a Computer!
I mean , I need a computer not that I'm offering one.
My computers are pretty much just parts of old computers put together to make one, it does not have working parts and it sort of makes it hard to work with. Especially when you have homework.  My brother gave me a miniature one but it's supper slow, I can remember wait an hour to get started, and then when it's done, we'll there is always some kind of problem. Just got to have faith that things will get better. ...

Monday, May 23, 2016

A DOG to Remember.

There have been many dogs in my life. But not 1 dog can compare to my mini. Mini was a stray dog I remember being in the truck riding with my dad. When I looked far down the road I could see why that was a squirrel tied to log. The squirrel was dragging the log and got to the middle of the street at least I thought it was a squirrel. As we got closer I noticed it was a dog and I screamed out Daddy stop Daddy stop. And my father stop the truck and in a blink of an eye I was already out of the car and untangling the dog from the log. I remember my father putting his hands on his head and saying your mother is going to kill me. I picked up this stray dog and boy did she stink  but I didn't care. I took her into my arms and got right into the truck. My father looked at me and he knew I could not let the dog go. So as he rambled on about what Mom would say, how she did not want any more dogs in the house, I just kept on hugging  the dog and making sure it was okay. When we got home mom came out to the porch and the first thing she sees was the dog, she turned around and walked   back to the kitchen. I can hear mom and dad talking about the dog and how the dog could not sleep in the house that we had to make a dog house outside. I really didn't care because I knew Daddy would fix it. All I wanted to do was give the dog a bath give her some food and keep hugging her, just to let her know that she was OK and that she was loved and that I was going to protect her. The dog became very loyal, anyone that would raise their voice at me she would immediately show them her teeth, ready to bite if needed.  She was always around trying to protect me she loves me very much and I loved her very much too. I knew I wanted to name her Minnesota , I wanted a big name for her just to symbolize the amount of Love I felt for her. But after a while, I made it short for mini. Mani stood with me for 5 years she was a street dog so she like to be on the streets she would kill rats actually, she would kill Ducks to. I remember I had 6 ducks and they were all running around outside and every time I would go outside I see one dead?. Dad and I couldn't explain why my ducks were dying until I found out that Mini was killing them of course when I found out she was the one killing them, she had killed the last one. Butt unfortunately she also liked to kill rats and she got sick with hepatitis and she died. It was very painful to have lost her I cried for months I could feel her presence around the house, even doe I new she was gone.  Dad and I buried her under the fruit tree and she is still there. I will never forget her she was a very special dog and I love you very much.  It took me a long time to get over her, and still today I cry every time I talk about her. What about you? Did you ever have a dog or an animal that you loved very much and you still remember till this day if so leave a comment below I would love to hear about it.

"I'm so Angry!"

Many people don't say it but they feel it and sometimes they even show it physically, or verbally someway somehow they try to let it out and sometimes the children or the elderly are the ones that get hurt. Keeping your feelings bottled up is not good because at some point you're going to turn into a bomb and you're going to explode on the wrong person. Someone that you probably care about could be your kids your parents your grandparents and no one  deserves  that kind of punishment from you because these are the people that care for you, that are constantly thinking about you,  worrying  for you and that have you in their hearts every single day so why would you want to hurt them verbally or physically? My suggestion to you is that you stop think and look for a way to be able to keep these negative feelings controlled, there are so many ways to do it. You can talk to someone, you can work manually with something and let your anger out in that way, maybe hit a pillow and scream in a private room where no one is seeing or is hearing you, maybe meditation can help you. the thing is there are different ways to let go of this anger maybe even writing a book about it, you know writing your feelings down on paper anything is better then hurting a loved one so, please I beg of you to think before you act. If you need someone to talk to you can write to me I am more than willing to read your notes and give you suggestions if that is what you would like if all you need is someone to listen to you I am there for you too thank you for reading. And remember think before you hurt someone.

Violent Beatings.

                    Can you imagine being 6 years old and getting beaten by the person who you thought would never harm you. It just broke my heart, as I started to reach out to the school door and suddenly I here this Horrifying Scream behind me and at a far distance I see where the scream is coming from, a white trail blazer or at least that is what I think the vehicle was. I could see the car bobbing side to side and with it followed the screams, I was horrified just could not imagine someone ( a parent or a caregiver ) hitting an elementary child. I say an elementary child only because the next school that followed was an elementary school and the vehicle was coming out of that area. I felt so helpless. I could not really concentrate at the meeting and I even told the teachers before I left the meeting about what I had just seen. But they were just as surprised as I was. All I can think about is that scream and that someone was being hurt. If you are a parent or caregiver I just want to remind you that God gave you a gift, to care for and teach. Kids learn from you, everything you do and say and you might not think so but kids understand more then you know. Before you raise your hand to a child , think about your actions. Why are you doing it? What do you hope to accomplish? Sometimes you might just be hitting your child for the wrong reasons, sometimes you might be hitting your child and adding to that pain your anger for things that are going wrong in your life. You lose focus on the real reason and you end up leaving a child scared for life. Maybe not a physical scar, but an emotional scar. One that will last a life time, it is just not right.  There are so many ways to deal with wrong behaviors and violent beatings is not one of them, maybe in your time that is how they dealt with children, put wake up! you know it's wrong so why promote it? why defend it? why practice it on your children? STOP TODAY and LEARN A BETTER WAY.  

Sunday, May 22, 2016

Saturday at the zoo.

Nice to actually go out with the family and have something new to see and enjoy. Half way through the park and everyone wanted to stop, they were tired and hungry. I was hoping everyone would wait till we went through the entire park and then we would go out to eat, but the sun was pounding hard on everyone and it was beginning to show.  One was thirsty,  the other tired, another hungry  and dizzy.  So we ended up eating in the park and it was not cheap,  but everyone got there energy back, and they were laughing and smiling again.  We only had two more areas to check out but it was not easy. Everyone walked slower and they were just wanting to go home, but with complaints and all we finish seeing the entire park and I drove back home. The drive was boring everyone fell asleep and I was left with the radio playing some very slow music that was trying to put me to sleep too. I actually had to speak out loud and start a conversation so I would not fall asleep  myself. And finally  having gotten home everyone found a corner of the house and went to sleep. So I called Marco's pizza  and made an order while everyone slept.  It was not what I had planned for dinner put being that they were all tuckered out , it was better then having to tell them that we were eating out. In all I can not complain it truly was a great day with the family.  We very rarely do things like this, so it is a very special moment for me and my son. This was the first time I have ever gotten to go out with my son to the park. I will never forget this moment, I am very thankful  for being able to work for the company that made it all possible.  Thank you  Accuform Sings. 

Friday, May 20, 2016

Housekeeper and More!


Could not be more surprised , when  Mr John Murphy  gave me a folder of all the supervisor and the CEO giving  complements over my work. It was a trill to stop for a moment and read them. Made my heart sing, even doe I get many compliments from my Co-workers it was cool to see they were raving about my work on the computers. .. lol [Feeling Happy! ]

Thursday, May 19, 2016

Positive and Prospering

When you give it your all, and your surrounded by good people that appreciate your effort, dedication  and time. Good things are bound to happen. And boy I can not be more greatful, I am surrounded by so much wonderful and caring people. But it all started by me taking charge of my obligations and caring enough that it showed. And they noticed and reworded me nicely for my work.  If you want something bad enough I suggest you give it your all , care enough that it shows and never expect anything from anyone,  do what you do, because you truly love it. All will come on it's own time.

Spoke out today.

You know how sometimes you take on to many things at the same time and problems seem to just accumulate and accumulate and you feel like you're drowning on dry land yeah that's the feeling I had until I spoke out. I had a really big problem with my ex-husband slash still husband and who knows maybe ex husband again. Butt thanks to a friend who listen to me and heard my problems it allowed me to just let go of all those problems that I was holding inside me and allowed me to think more clearly, it might have seemed like nothing but it really changed the way I felt . I had felt like a brick was lifted and it allowed me to think more clearly about what I needed to do to get in a better situation. I'm thankful to have friends that listen, it allowed me to take the step to talk to my parents to help me start the process to solve my  problems , and it helped me to be in a better place spiritually and mentally . So if you ever have a problem,  consider talkiing to someone to speak about your problems.  So that you can just let it go, this help me and can   allow you to think more clearly even take advice if needed. I'm so glad I finally spoke up because it allowed me to move forward. And I hope this advice will help you do the same.

Wednesday, May 18, 2016

I finally get to go !

Since I came to Florida I never had the opportunity to go to the Zoo. Today thanks to my work place I not only get to go to the zoo, I get to also take my family.  So Saturday we hit the road to Tampa Zoo. Needed something positive in my life. This feels nice! :)

Tuesday, May 17, 2016

You have to Move if you want it!

Hungry? Go to the kitchen and find something to eat. Need to go to your friends house, we'll go walking or get in your car to get there. It's  simple right? Or is it? What motivates you to get moving?  What triggers that means of taking action? Incredible but true, motivation is something that your mind ponders over, until something inside you say, "I want it!" So your brain commands your body to move, but how do you know that you want it? Aww! Because yours pondering mind has created images of you putting that item on using it, and suddenly you say "I want it". So know your body has been given a command. "GO GET IT!" just like you have been motivated to read this.  Have an Awesome day! :)

Did you know !

Did you know that when you post on FB, it's recommended that you post one or to post with plenty of time in between.  They say at least one post every hour minimum. Reason being is that it helps reach out to more viewers.  Who knew? I Know I didn't. 

I don't understand why can't we work together?

Got this crazy idea that I wanted  to help people make money and learn to become part of a better society of people. People that wanted better things for themselves and there family. But I come to realize that not everyone wants that. People actually prefer to work seven days a week, then to learn and except  a better way of life. Some people even thrive on being angry and miserable all the time. They worry and worry about bills and love to put others down. Instead of holding hands and listening and learning how freedom can be achieved.  They  prefer to stay stuck and act like  winners.  Well I feel for you notttt! You are stuck because you choose to be not because there is no way out. I want to create a chain of believer's and doers.  You have to want it so bad your willing to follow every step to make it happen.  If you are a believer and you want to achieve freedom . Comment  with "info. Please " and get on my list today.

Monday, May 16, 2016

A dogs life

Blogging on my cell

4:50 am ready , we'll almost ready for work. Woke up thinking of a problem that a friend had with his landlord. So I was up by 3:45 am. Feel sad, I can't help it,  depressed because everything seems to be going wrong. Let's see what the day brings. Talk to you later.... bye!


          There is nothing worse then being happy in a new place and finding that something was in need of fixing , so you tell the landlord the problem and he automatically accuses you of breaking it. That is the worst feeling of all, just knowing that you are living in a home that you have to pay rent and have to look at a dishonest persons face every single month. 
           That is what my good friend is having to go threw at this moment in time, I felt very mad and sad for him, because he is one of the honest persons you could ever deal with. It really hurts me to see him being treated like this, he was so happy with his place thinking nothing would go wrong and that he was in a good place to live. I can not seem to get it out of my heart and my mind, it bothers me to have to deal with dishonest people. Maybe I should make a hall of shame calling out all these losers that feel they could bully others, because that is pretty much what it is . At the end they lose Integrity and good client.      

Thursday, January 28, 2016

Wow life is good no matter what goes on, life is perfect. I woke up at three o'clock in the morning got myself ready for work and sat down on the sofa waiting for four am to come around. Well it did, the alarm on the cell went off and I turned it off and kept on sleeping... then it went off again at 5am. My father opened his bedroom door and was presiding to go and wake me up that is until he noticed me on the I rushed to get the coffee ready only had 18 minutes to drink that coffee and head out the door. Uff!

Made it to work on time , had lots to do today. But I made it through the day, got home took a shower and out the door again to go pick up my son. Then we went to the house had something fast to eat and out the door we went again! This time to College, An event was going on there and Alex was going to have the opportunity to check out what high school and college had to offer. He loved it all of it! He said he wanted to take all the courses.. I know it sounds crazy but that is what he said.

After that we headed home and I got ready to go clean the office. the timing was great as we had arrived from the college at exactly the time I always leave to go clean the office. It did not take long but I was already starting to feel the tiredness of the day fall upon me. I was ready to head home and go to bed. but not without checking out FB and all my favorite things to do on the computer. ... lol It does not last long since I have to go to bed and get ready for work in the morning again! So that was my day short in one sense but hectic and long in another. Glad its over and I am glad I was able to shared this with you. Well good night and have a great rest.... bye!

Saturday, January 16, 2016

Looking around me as I start my work day, as I leave and stop at the supermarket, or go to a restaurant. I can not help but notice that people are not happy, they don't share a smile they have forgotten how to be polite and caring. You can tell that something is making them sad, miserable, depress, unhappy. It seems like they do not realize that living in that state of negativity will only dig a bigger hole into that life that they so dread to live.
The secret to Living is Giving! it is that simple. forget about your problems and share your smile, your positive thoughts, your affections, share a hand give without expecting anything in return.
I know it can be hard to change a bad habit, but you have to take baby steps in order to someday be able to run. is my personal Facebook account. Here I invite my friends and family who truly want to live a positive life, you can not expect to change over night and doing it on your own it practically impossibly. But when you do change your negative life to a positive life every thing will change, your health , relationships, wealth, and our business will become affected by this positive outcome.
We all want to Live Life Without Limits! I hope that you will join me on my journey to sharing H.O.P.E with everyone that I meet , talk , text, and see me on You tube. Helping Other People Excel is my goal. Pay it forward and motivating others to do the same and pay it forward. I truly feel that this is the time to wake up and start realizing that Change is good! and that we must move with change or we will die. We can do it together, you can become a better person, you can make your dreams become a reality. Put your faith in practice and believe you can and you will! Stick with me as I start this journey and bring the secret to your happiness to the table. You can make it better and together we can and will see your goals get met and your success flourish.

Well time to read some books and then read some more. Have a great day and soon I will post my first H.O.P.E video. Take care, bye!

Saturday, January 9, 2016

Have you ever wanted to make a difference in other people, help them find a way out of all the negative things that makes their life seam like it's not really what they pictured their life to be. But oddly enough you all you do is think about wanting to make a difference and I think, and think, and think and think.... I feel like I have this big layer of duck tape over my mouth and I want to desperately here myself speak these words of wisdom. but nothing?

I have learned that it take time especially when your Autistic. But Success Loves Speed and I am determined to break free of this torture ounce and for all. I am not letting autism keep me quiet any longer, it's time to make myself free and share with the world all this information I have to offer.

I love how people that have their own business work, what I love most about it is the fact that they can express themselves freely and love sharing and helping other people be happy in some special way. That is who I want to be! " knowledge is your friend and practicing what you learn is your best friend" When you want something bad enough, and you act smart about it seeking truth and wanting to lead a pro spores life filled with  personal growth and that genuine love to contribute to others and help make their lives better in someway. Now that to me is Powerful and fulfilling.

I am getting the courage to start this new life, I am surrounding myself with people that I see have achieved what I so much want in life. I have to thank Eric Worre , Holly Green , and every inspirational Network Marketer out there that I have had the pleasure to listen and has allowed me to grow in someway. Reading books such as Robert Stevens and Bob Proctor and videos as well have been really life changing in me. And now it's time for me to share and listen and never stop growing .

If you have read this far my dear friend then I guess you and I share the same desires. Stay and learn and Lets Live Life without Limits! It all start with you wanting to make that change and willing to listen and learn. Live a positive life and I will guarantee that it will all be worth it.