When you give it your all, and your surrounded by good people that appreciate your effort, dedication and time. Good things are bound to happen. And boy I can not be more greatful, I am surrounded by so much wonderful and caring people. But it all started by me taking charge of my obligations and caring enough that it showed. And they noticed and reworded me nicely for my work. If you want something bad enough I suggest you give it your all , care enough that it shows and never expect anything from anyone, do what you do, because you truly love it. All will come on it's own time.